23Sometimes, I can’t find where to begin, and projects or ideas get caught in limbo or inaction. I can see the end, but I have no idea where…Jan 5Jan 5
Sometimes, I wonder why journaling even helps.well. I have something to say. FUCK YOU. getting myself worked up over this right now feels like a dumb idea, but to be honest with you, I…Jan 3Jan 3
Hello…. my dear, I've come to chat and missed you.I dropped S off at school this morning—her first day of high school. I didn't cry, but the tears were in my throat, waiting for me to let…Jul 10, 2023Jul 10, 2023
Seeking comfort only to be met with criticism.Let us dance; there is no rest. No end in sight, no sweet escape. This is it. I am in it. I turn 35 today; I am 35 today. Today, I am…Feb 17, 2022Feb 17, 2022
Well, I’m back.Sometimes I’m unable to be spontaneous if it wasn’t my idea. I dont like that about myself, I get lost in that space. Putting up a fight…Apr 5, 2021Apr 5, 2021
Hello. I don't have time to write here, but maybe that’s why writing always seems to be my escape.I hate knowing what’s best for myself at the moment only to realize I’ve never known anything at all. I feel free today. Lighter. I spoke…Nov 9, 2020Nov 9, 2020
I’m tired of wasting time.I’ve spent the last three years looking for you in everyone. Traveled to different cities, woke up in new beds, and despite everything…Nov 3, 2020Nov 3, 2020
I am far from okay today.I feel like I’m cheating when I fuck around with anyone new, I feel like I’m letting myself down. I haven't met anyone that I liked more…Nov 2, 2020Nov 2, 2020
Lost, you cant have.Emotional. Something I’ve been recently going into the Fall. It hit me earlier this year, do I always go dark so soon? This year has been…Oct 25, 2020Oct 25, 2020
You are my one and only fan.I’m not sure I have much to say here, I guess I set myself up for this one though. I should have known. I did know. I knew everything I…Oct 6, 2020Oct 6, 2020
